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As usual I woke up 3am however. It is Saturday and usually it is off day.
This week I have to work and felt tired and go back to bed soon after.

Do you know Japanese fruit Kaki?
I did not know how to call them in English. So I checked it. “Persimmon”
As a family,
We peeled them and hung to dry them.
They will be edible in three weeks.

I am a morning person. I went to bed around 8pm and wake up 3am.
(If I am really tired I can just sleep till 6am, which is often the case. )
I can have three hours to do my things like paying around the computer. It is winter and I wear dawn jacket and pants in the room to save the heating cost. I still use heater but still cold here.

my spending

I made this blog 2005 and now 2018. That time I was on my twenties and now forties. Scary !!!!
I am still single and live with my parents. Quite pathetic. 
I work full time and pay my room for my parents though.

Category1	real		idealy
Hobbies	1546
Socializing	7166	(5500 yen for hotel;This month I stayed out with my girlfriend. It is an once a year event, 1600yen for gift to my mother)	7166
Daily goods	7954	(5000yen is for the fabric I tried to make dance costume and failed.)	2000
Medical	8474	(2800yen for dentist and the rests are medicine)	5000
Transport	11468	(7000yen for work, rests is my going out)	12000
Utilities	11798	(water, gas,electricity,internet )	11798
Phone, Net	13000		13000
Food	13759	(7000yen is for company lunch meal, 4000 yen is for eating out with friend, 2000yen grocery )	12000
Taxes	16000	(passport application)	16000
Fashion	17729	(9000yen for dance costume, and 6500yen for Kimono and rests are small bags)	11229
Education	48314	(37000yen for pole dance lesson for three month, 4000 yen for pole dance studio rental, 6000yen for books )	37000
Home	55000		55000
SUM	212208		182193

What I used to love

I used to love writing in this blog a lot.
Now I often having busy time and could not spare time here. No it is not true.
I have time, but I just can not think of things other than I have to.
Which is sad.

Life is not just for what we have to.
There are many things which is useless and meaningless but makes us happy.

Writing here is one of them.

I remember now and come back.

I think I shall write more often.

about this blog

I made this blog 2005. It has been nine year. I made this blog before I decide to go London for study. Well, I finish my two years study in London and now back to Japan. My English is much better than the time I started this blog. Nine year is not a short time. I do not know how to write but there are many things changed and I changed my way of thinking and I saw many things and I met many people. The more I got older , I have learned what I had. When I was younger I took them grunted but those things should be more appriciated. I also more feeling of hectic when I was younger. I can easily compare me with other people or I saw things more narrow. I still like writing in this blog. The originally I started this blog for my English writing practice and also to connect with people I would leave in Japan or UK. I did not touch this blog sometimes quite long time. Yes, I abandon this site sometime. But I think this is my place to me myself.

chiropractic, Massage , Stretch

This weekend, I have tried these three things: chiropractic, Massage , Stretch . Each of them are different shops so in the end, it is quite expensive weekend. First of all , chiropratic I have tried last Saturday. It was my very first time to experience this. I usually do not believe much about massage things service. I thought those things are just one time good feeling and nothing. So I usually do not choose these service to pay my money. My boyfirend gave me a ticket. So I just tried. He have been there and bought tickets however the Chiropractitioner who can speak Englihs are moving and he could not finish the tickets. This is how I got the ticket. I said Chiropractitioner I am quite find and do not have any pain or problem in my body. However when she start to treat my body we found out we have serious problem in my back and after the treatment I felt so good. I think chiropractic nice. Secondly massage. After the chiropractic, I kind of interested in those service. So me and my boyfriend decided to try massage near the flat. We got half an hour food oil massage and half an hour body massage. food oil massage was nice and I fallen into sleep but the body massage was not that impressive. Next day, we decided to try Stretch studio. People look like sport massage or something and quite sporty. For one hour, my trainer stretch me really hard. It was quite pain but I felt really nice afterward. I felt quite similer to chiropractic. I think chiropractic pay attention to bone but Stretch studio are more to mussle if my understanding was all right. I would like to continue either chiropractic or Strethc Studio. Maybe both would be too much. Anyway I enjoyed very much. Enjou life !!! 　

home made lactic acid bacterium

After the earthquake, home made lactic acid bacterium has got some attention from people. It is said and apparently proved that lactic acid bacterium has effect on nuclear effect. Actually it is well know for long time that lactic acid bacterium has effect on nuclear effect. Nagasaki has nuclear bomb attack, and some hospital near central Nagasaki survived without much sacrifice from nuclear effect. There people just eat Miso (Japanese lactic acid bacterium food) everyday and that helped people. Home made lactic acid bacterium is made from water after we rinse the rice. WE just need to leave that water for several days in rather warm temperature like summer time. That water has every thing to grow as a lactic acid bacterium. It has some lactic acid bacterium and yeast starch. What we need is just warm temperature. If we add some salt and brown sugar, they will grow more solidly. 　 I am not sure if ever this home made lactic acid bacterium is introduced in English. Lactic acid bacterium is everywhere like cheese and batter but maybe not many people made lactic acid bacterium water at home. In japan, quite few people know about this and make lactic acid bacterium water at home. I also made them and try them out. I would say Wow. It is really something. I shall introduce it more detail with picture here.

Orthomolecular Nutrition and Medicine

I am not in the medical field. However since I am also human and care my health and other people 's health. I read and article about Orthomolecular Nutrition and Medicine. As far as I understand, this theory is like our mind is made from what we eat not what we think or what we experience. If someone is suffer from lack of love or suffer from some trauma, I never thought eating would be the direct step for cure. However it is quite convincing that what we eat will affect our mind and we are made from what we eat. To be honest, I think I have a bit emotional instability. I never need to do something for this. So maybe it is nothing. But I always feel I should feel more secure. So I decided to read several books about Orthomolecular Nutrition and Medicine. I will write about what I learn from book and what I try and result here.