Fears ans Trembling

Maybe nobody can imagine how much I do not want to go back to Japan and at the same time How much I love Japan. Yes, it is contradicted and make my hart tore.
I was born and brought up in Japan however I do not agree with Japanese culture, I am afraid.
Today, I watched a movie,"Fear and Trembling". When I was in Japan, I have never heard about this movie.
But I heard it is a best seller books in France.

It is a story about a young Belgian woman,Amélie works as a translator for the giant Yumimoto Corporation in Japan. For Amélie, who spent her childhood in Japan, this is a dream come true. It is her chance to become a ''real Japanese.'
She really experiences Japan,I think.. Her story is quite controversial and someone says it is too exaggerated. Amélie is the auther of this book itself.
As a Japanese, I can easily believe that what she wrote could be true. Her view is not really from a foreign person visiting a Japan but a view who are treated as a Japanese in Japanese society.
People say it is terrifying and hilarious story.
I want to ask Ms.Amélie, What do you think of Japan now.
I think she still likes Japan in a way.
In this book, she did not mention about ,however I think if she is a boy, her experience in Japan might be a bit different. I do not say that always women are
treated bad so on.
Her appearance is a woman and looks weak. It is not really good to survive. At least
she should have have a mean and strict face otherwise people will not treat her well.
Of course, I also think people should be treated as people should be regardless their appearances. However We are living in the material world.


I was happy to watch this movie since I was always wondering that I am the only person who finds Japan in that way.
In that case, I am the person who has mental problems.
After I go back to Japan, I would like to work for a company which is originated from Western countries.
http://www.cinemaguild.com/fearandtrembling/