family of "torment"

Theseday I am studying for retaking exams. It is so hard.
I know I am not a excellent sudent however I still studied thought.

Everyday I just go to Uni and study.
Of course sometimes I communicate with students who also retaking exams or the students who I asked to help me and check my sample answers.
However basically I am on my own.
It is a kind of torment, isn’t it.
I am screaming and crying in my mind.
I check the online thesaurus for the similer meaning of "torment".
There is the family of "torment" below
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affliction, agony, anguish, annoyance, bane, bother, excruciation, harassment, hell, irritation, misery, nag, nagging, nuisance, pain, persecution, pest, plague, provocation, rack, scourge, suffering, torture, trouble, vexation, worry
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There are many words I can express how I feel. So nice.
My favorite is “torture”.
I know some words within the list but not all. If I would have grown in England, I would be supposed to know most of them?
I will finish the retaking exams 25th august. What save me deep depress is ideas what I will do after.
I will go to the Carabbian Festival and Ceilidh dance and Pubs and "Suffolk"!!
I love Suffolk!
Hope I can survive this torture time and see my Suffolk family.